Hi, one year, one beer. Thought I would stop at that. I thought it would alleviate my ailments, I thought wrong. It can exacerbate your qualities, positive and negative. Nobody has taught me correctly, that is, how to ****ing live. Music has always stayed with me & I will never leave it. Some peoples arrogance has pushed me into despondency however I won't blame them for their humaness. I wish that I was "normal". I don't usually write in this style but the punctuation has an effect ;) *thought* what is Class? I am changing my AUDIENCE. Universal/equal/neutral interest in whichever passion may encapsulate your soul. I will see you to the end... just make your mind up (see peripheral-mind.blogspot.com ) for EXPLANATIONS.  Everything I wrote/write comes from the Heart, it is hard to perform your passion once someone has stolen it... Dialled 101. Reported a TikTok for Identity Fraud - more like ITP (intellectual property theft)  I share knowledge all the time but th...

★When impatience strikes, affirm yourself that someone has felt as stressed as you too. ★Someone, somewhere, regardless of how ****ed up you believe your experience is, are most likely having a worse day than you. ★You are not the totality of cumulative opinion; the thoughts of others shouldn't occupy your existence so prominently and their choices shouldn't dictate the quality of your life. ★Who we pursue shows more about our self-opinion, how we value ourselves demonstrates how we might relate to the world around us. Association is situational. If someone approaches you, you cannot assume what their motivations are. Attention reveals individualistic maxims in all realities. ★Don't meditate/procrastinate what others have said too much, unless it is productive. Cogitating grandiloquent ideas in their own sphere of animosity, meanwhile you have probably thought more about what was communicated as they summoned to exert it. ★Besides, perhaps it is better to be considered mund...

There is no fundamental morality. Good and bad only exist due to opinion and subjective rationalisation. Expectations are the cause of reason.🙏 It is better to be a few amongst the wise than a fool within the many.✌ We live in perfect chaos. We crash, contemplate, meditate then relate and mediate.🌍 Believe in what you want... yet some wish too much...😎 It is better to be poor and content than to accumulate copious amounts of money and have an impoverished spirit.💜 When you begin to listen... you really start to hear.💬 Life is pants, people are bananas.😄 Can't have Cheese without Cheddar(!)🤑 Depression is the default state of society😔 Nothing about politics is clean. The right wing are wrong about the left, as the left side are right about their rights and ours.💩 Be your own sponsor. Reflect on the exclusivity of your personal insights and allow credit for experience.💭 People are a bit like Goldfish - they think about 'something' then forget. Everything is subjecti...

Whenever I eat an Avocado, its always the same procedure. The excitement arises as I slice it in half, the anticipation boils up inside me as I prepare it methodically, lovingly though somewhat impulsively, a bit like smoking a joint, for example. The intention is to grasp its affect and take time to attend to its sweet existence. Its got that familiar taste, soft texture and creamy flavour. I know as soon as the idea to dine on such a fruit appears as a desire in my mind, that hedonistic version of me begs like a child for this minor pleasure, reveals that I truly do appreciate its delicacy by all innocence.  Although I know before I register its progress from palm to stomach, that it will have been and gone before I can acknowledge its beauty and exoticism. I can insist that  every time I eat an Avocado that I enjoy it, but in those moments I am eating it, I am never fully present with the experience.  The second half greets me as I carefully slip the stone ...

My philosophy for sex and relationships. I have always sought for soul connections, personality and conversation over appearances, employment and background. Honestly, I have never really approached many men, they generally come to speak with me initially, but that might be because I look friendly and open, and I am an easy-going, spiritual person. I have discovered that Tinder has rescued the last of my mental health, before I totally deteriorated. It was like, I took the initiative to download the app on my smartphone, and have had the pleasure of speaking with a diverse assortment of gents. It has opened my eyes, for me to understand that I have been treated like dirt before, I have not been offered anything genuine, with a foundation of friendship, as opposed to a strictly sexual agenda, that is not my priority. I have allowed this to go on for too long, it was about time I came out of my shell and began to explore the possibilities of having a new boyfriend. I recommend ...

"God" doesn't mind, "God" matters. Life is essentially what you create with it, every one is given an equal opportunity to live as they wish. Everything else is chance. Bacon is a virtue. Saboteurs are only there to reveal the errors in ones life or thinking style. Pessimism is as useful as arguing about how people perceive colour; you may see red as green, like the same way you view a situation or circumstances. Try to remain positive no matter what life has thrown at you! There is no 'truth' only Wisdom. Wisdom calls gently once the lesson of an event or happen stance has been achieved.                                               These are all authentic quotations.

They say if it were easy, everyone would be doing it. I wish to express how important it is remind ourselves daily, that we should not allow societal pressures to overwhelm us too much. That we are all on our own unique path in life, and that you should never condemn yourself for feeling like you haven't achieved enough.  That somehow you are behind, or not doing good enough. The reality is, we are all in this gridlocked web of competitiveness, greed and survival. You should never feel guilty for attempting to create conditions that are more comfortable for yourself, because everyone is doing the same thing. It doesn't matter how long it takes you, how many times you fail, as long as you get back up again, fighting, then the world is your playground. See all the immigrants coming to the UK for a nicer lifestyle, for greater opportunities, somewhere to bring up their families in a safer, kinder environment. It is only natural that we want to make ourselves a happier home, and...

One cannot simply observe a scene, they automatically become part of what ever they are witnessing. We are depressed by default, unconditional love is the only cure. Discrimination based on race, gender, sexual orientation or income will become the catalysts for the last days on earth for humanity. I wish every thing retained originality. Stuff is overly fabricated these days. Being pretentious is the equivalent of "fake it, until you make it" which is one of the key beliefs of successful people. The world is brimming with hypocrisy, you just have to ignore the haters and rise above it.  Never allow the ideas or thoughts of others to dictate and consume your life. Your health, wealth and quality of life will dissipate if you are too focused on them. You have to be patient and work hard for any thing good to develop in life. These are all authentic quotations.  

What a strange week so far! It is true, my life is in perfect chaos. There's a distant voice, somewhere from the peripheral, either telling me to give up, coaxing my higher self to forget it, its not worth it, just get pissed and say "screw you" to life... or the more likely truth, is that it is all in my tired imagination and I'm not going to succumb to it's negativity! Parts of me do not want me to succeed. It is unjust and unfair, to actively dishearten someone for characteristics they maintain, whilst they're not fulfilling their own real potential in this dimension. I would not expect any one to hold me back from what I desperately enjoy in my personal life, for them to then treat me with less dignity and set up compromises in order to attain selfish constructs of reality. A bold statement to make here is that we are, irrespective to popular belief, alone. Trapped in the subjectiveness of our own heads, it is our personal responsibility to take...

I haven't written on here for a good while, since I've been distracted with the inevitable elements of every day life. Final Major Project just about killed me off, and balancing the right mixture of social, work and recreational interests and commitments, is a craft in its own right. I can understand more clearly now, why it has become a job in itself to just, well, survive. I briefly looked at Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs, and in society's dog-eat-dog nature, constant rush for another sweet rush, and pressures appearing from every angle of our approach, the sad truth is that no matter what you do, you can't please every one and yourself. At some point, you're going to have to leave the unhealthy, old ideals of living, and exchange them for something else, because despite whatever benefit you believe this outdated system has to offer you, in the long term, it is only going to wear away at your psyche and quality of life more with time. There is no softer versio...

One of my philosophical musings, today. To make this blog more engaging and readable for a wider diversity of audiences, stepping away from stereotypical 'beauty and fashion' blogs, because that has never been my true sole intention. I have to admit it has been a wild journey to get to this point. I could never have prefigured until now, my reflection has become so much more real. I realize I am no super woman. Indeed, there is evidence that supports what I have recently observed in my life, it is not always possible to have every thing we want at any given time. It would seem there are not enough hours in the day! :') I particularly find joy from discussing extensively around the topics of spirituality, well-being and alternative medicine, such as spirit-science, which you may regard as a hoax or fairly stated ill-informed. None the less, I do consider its legitimacy, for its appeal is personal to my own experiences of life and since I am exploring the many faiths ...

Hi All! I know it's been a little while, I just wanted to add how I have been caught up with work and my other projects around the blog, therefore I haven't been able to blog as consistently as I would like. Furthermore, I have exhausted a lot of inspiration on my creative photo-documentary which I would perhaps aim to publish this year, however, it is going to be on display at our Broadcast Media, End Of Year Show 2015! There we are going to have all of our finest productions exhibited for your pleasure! In the mean time, here is a journal post from before Christmas that resides on my other blog, that of which I prefer to keep on the DL. (It is rather dark I must admit! A bit like Taoism, though this is the lighter side) It is a good read, please take the time to skim through even if you are busy, as it might enlighten you, it certainly helped me ventilate some mixed thoughts and confusing emotions whilst writing it. I have shared it with one close mate, and decided to air ...

Hello loyal readers! I have to say, that I am really enjoying keeping this blog. Although that may come across as sarcastic, which is generally a problem when it comes to the weird world of words, especially in techie-land, where you can never be 100% sure how serious the sender of your message is being with out the context and aid of emoticons, what I am writing now may seem like it is slightly rehearsed or even bland. Yet this is far from the truth, I always write off the bat and usually in the company of some decent music (by my books) and my infallible research skills, as I don't like to say anything with out doing my homework first, to avoid humiliation for my inaccurate information later. I also do not condemn the grammar Nazis onslaught of correction, need be it. This morning I woke up, as I usually do (in fact, I don't think I've had a day in my life where I hadn't woken up eventually) and I felt a bit rough, unfortunately, I have been suffering migraines ...