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Verity

  The phenomena that your intentions are the establishing catalysts coruscating in arbitrary execution, provides epiphany which intuition, impetuously varied for ornate axioms. Emotional energy manifests itself as physical deviations; for the heart is treacherous of undisclosed mediations. Excessive expedition into causality is a trespassing thought around a chain of incidences which we might not be so avid to explore or welcome. Due to attachment of an ambivalent agent, it is unrequited observations – feelings proceeded in alacrity, which are never possible to be reconceptualised identically again. In retrospect, formidable amendments contend future circumstances. The linear is fractured– every vibration like a delicate leaf, collapsing into an opaque abyss, cascading in various directions of continuity and chance. Life will not be the same selection of choice again. You could mirror every move, but eventually the liabilities are still forces of temperament. Vehemence is adamant. ...

Self Care

is like starting a new skill, like any sort of art if your motivation comes from the heart it might feel difficult initially as long as it isn't performed artificially  but as long as you persist thoughtfully stay within your limits lawfully you'll get better with every attempt as long as you delivery your art without contempt.

Musing of a meandering mind...

I used to tell myself and other people that, "You'll never truly know the result of a situation, until you actually try anything about it!"... If we are made in G-ds image and if humans die, then does G-d itself reincarnate, like a petri dish theory, a microcosm, as human life being a prototype(?) When it comes to meeting potential partners in life, there are many facets to consider. Inevitably, it can range from permanent life decisions and various trivial pursuits. From some aspects, we are merely adapting for the conceived ideas of an ideal future with a significant other or life companion. It is imperative that you stay true to yourself, be honest with your date and really get to know the person as they are before you choose to commit to them. Transparency, is essential if you truly wish to connect with people. There is pressure to communicate in this digitalised world, as it is an ocean of opportunity. I believe in people not what the papers say about them, since eve...

Political Correctness

  They say the majority cannot be wrong however I believe that they can. It is a condition called “Crowd Syndrome” whereby an opinion which grows in popularity becomes an innate truth. In relation to this conception of political ideology, we usually find that the results are further damaging to our country's future. Every year there has been a decline in our economy and the quality of our public services; Brexit, the coronavirus pandemic, and the leadership that our democracy never represented.  The word of the MPs cannot be heeded with confidence since they consistently fail to deliver. Things go wrong when you trust the wrong people. It is insanity to believe that taking the same actions repeatedly will construct different results. We can call this “Mass Hysteria” of the public, in addition to the amount of paranoia that is instilled in our communities, dividing the common good of all nationalities.  Listening to the lies of parliament have damaged the conscience of soc...

The Girl Who Cried Rape

  There once was a girl, who dated many boys, as she was popular and attractive to an abundance of them. Eventually, the girl began to contemplate whether the boys were dating her for who she was as a person, or whether they had alternative motives. Candidly, she sighed to herself, “Perhaps they were only seeing me for my aesthetic beauty.” In her disdain and distress, she decided in a frantic panicked moment of drunken confusion to report these boys to the police. “I was RAPED, I have been sexually assaulted!” The police took these allegations very seriously. They arrived at her home very shortly after the telephone call. She had had all the confidentiality of the partners she had shared her intimacy with, therefore she had hoped the feelings were mutual regarding the consensuality, however she couldn’t ignore the instinct that she had probably and most likely been taken for a fool. It had been reiterated to her that she had been taken advantage of, and that was not normal or true...

Nirvana is a Life Sentence...

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 Hi, one year, one beer. Thought I would stop at that. I thought it would alleviate my ailments, I thought wrong. It can exacerbate your qualities, positive and negative. Nobody has taught me correctly, that is, how to ****ing live. Music has always stayed with me & I will never leave it. Some peoples arrogance has pushed me into despondency however I won't blame them for their humaness. I wish that I was "normal". I don't usually write in this style but the punctuation has an effect ;) *thought* what is Class? I am changing my AUDIENCE. Universal/equal/neutral interest in whichever passion may encapsulate your soul. I will see you to the end... just make your mind up (see peripheral-mind.blogspot.com ) for EXPLANATIONS.  Everything I wrote/write comes from the Heart, it is hard to perform your passion once someone has stolen it... Dialled 101. Reported a TikTok for Identity Fraud - more like ITP (intellectual property theft)  I share knowledge all the time but th...

The Quality of Integrity

Honesty is a characteristic and a value that most people consider a requisite for successful interactions and moral fundamentality. When someone gives us reason to mistrust them, the damage is usually permanent. Unfortunately, our society rarely rewards honesty. Most of the media we consume is laced with a subliminal context and an ulterior motivations. Either to inform, persuade or entertain, and of these three the agenda of the publisher is undoubtedly influenced by money or popularity, succumbing to both in traditional business models. The popularity brings in the bacon and trending topics generate conversations which lead to new ideas designed to profit on the current affairs. So everyone sort of wins, especially where information and entertainment are involved, but except when there is a deficiency of integrity. As consumers, we're complaisant whilst companies provides us with our expectations, however as soon as there is a sign of a breach in that exchange, its quite possible...

Perspective of a Buddhist Hedonist

If it is said to be negligible that one should not become jaded about living for your passion, then can any of us really have too much of a good thing? Playing with your children or pulling an 'all-nighter' undoubtedly incurs averse health affects! Sometimes the things we love are bad for our health, such as convenience food, cigarettes and some cosmetic products containing potentially harmful toxins; should you care to perform an analysis of all the chemicals, the notion begins to feel a bit nauseating. On the other hand, manufacturers are constantly investing their profits into redesigning their product to deliver an innocuous result, organic to the generation whom secure their household brand names. Supplementary studies such as foreign languages or skills compositional i.e. musical instruments is said to be a benefactor in pleasuring potential guests or private time in solitude, but additionally postpones the assailment of diseases which effect the memory.  There is pleasur...

Contradictions to Conception

I don't usually write to persuade a winning opinion, or make myself compete for reasons of debate, since I believe everyone's view is valid and deserving of respect. As unbiased research and fair investigation entails with a broad assortment of comments, I think that we are conflicted when we attempt to admit any thing which may offend or provoke negative ideas, despite perhaps genuinely having faith in them. As the years have elapsed, I noticed my school friends take their relationships to the next stage, in the form of marriages and starting families. I admire their decision and my best regards to their futures. On the other hand, I am still ambivalent about my own reality, whether I am under the conventional impressions of society, that have me feeling obliged and somewhat defined by whether or not I decide to have a baby. Then its not just the early years of its development but there is an actual life commitment, supposing you are expected to support another human being, re...

Community of Comrades

Community isn’t necessarily always congruent with functional/efficiency. Sometimes the most tangent organisation terminates in perfect chaos. Perhaps we ascertain ourselves diverging from original thought, when our impressions of society are a myriad of affirmative, interrelated topics of a collective conscience. Culture is multifarious therefore, inadvertently juxtaposes contrasting concepts, which acts as a prompt for stimulating discussion. A mutual identification with a socio-economic/ political opinion is the foundation for building a secure society. Community constructs integral and primary communications which appropriates the integrity of our human welfare to the most beneficial of our application where it is incurred. It provides compassionate grounds for people who may have been compromised elsewhere in their individual lives. There are opportunities for leadership, independence and evolution; considering ethics conforming to dogma that may pursue to persuade others who are t...

⚤SEX/Gender♂♀

 It is still illegal to be homosexual in some parts of the world. Some might argue that being gay is more common in this period of human history because government authorities have manipulated our natural evolution by its subliminal avarice for control so we have turned retrograde about our future impressions of society. When people discuss sex, we usually assume the two assigned from birth (Male or Female) There is a rare condition whereby a person is born with attributes of both (a hermaphrodite) This appears more regularly in other species due to natural selection so I would maintain the idea that our sexuality is a more conscious thought in practice than a sentient vogue for ostentatious impressions.  Nuances in descriptions of orientation has perplexed the public, and calling someone 'gay' has become somewhat archaic. The usage of the word in old English once interpreted into "Happy." Archetypes of human beings such as Adam & Eve from the Christian Creationis...

WISDUMB

★When impatience strikes, affirm yourself that someone has felt as stressed as you too. ★Someone, somewhere, regardless of how ****ed up you believe your experience is, are most likely having a worse day than you. ★You are not the totality of cumulative opinion; the thoughts of others shouldn't occupy your existence so prominently and their choices shouldn't dictate the quality of your life. ★Who we pursue shows more about our self-opinion, how we value ourselves demonstrates how we might relate to the world around us. Association is situational. If someone approaches you, you cannot assume what their motivations are. Attention reveals individualistic maxims in all realities. ★Don't meditate/procrastinate what others have said too much, unless it is productive. Cogitating grandiloquent ideas in their own sphere of animosity, meanwhile you have probably thought more about what was communicated as they summoned to exert it. ★Besides, perhaps it is better to be considered mund...

Healing a Healer

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  What does Healing mean to you? “I found myself in a regenerative mess.  Time elapsing ruminations as I digress. Convalescence is the core of my progress. Self neglect and aversion to care I must confess. I wonder how to relieve this stress!” I once said that “healing” was perpetual progression requiring persistence and patience; from a pernicious path to pertinent preservation of a person who was vehemently patronised by a very prevalent issue which has affected the ubiquity of society… Aspects of Healing transmogrify the illusion of inadequacy through arbitrary xenophobia. Conditions such as PTSD and EDNOS usually originate from a memory that has attenuated from the organic essence of the conscience subject to perpetration that permissed these exploitations.  Sometimes the influx of repressed emotion can infringe upon the motives around Human Rights. I am saying that any form of Domestic Abuse is not and should never be acceptable. Everyone has their own story and ever...

Queer Nature

The nature on this planet doesn’t always conduct itself how we would initially imagine. Upon investigation, scientists have found some very unusual yet fascinating behaviours, such as metamorphosis, androgynism and cannibalism, just to mention a few, are of the phenomena which have been revealed to us over years of dedicated environmental studies through meticulous observation of wildlife and our habitat. Natural selection is thought to be contextualised by the 19th century naturalist, Charles Darwin, who demonstrated how genetic adaptation guaranteed the survival of a species. For anything to exist, the conditions of its territory must be sufficient for it to sustain and reproduce life. Whether you’re a devoted ecologist, an ideology enthusiast or simply maintain a zeal for knowledge of the Earth we occupy, it is undeniably intriguing how our ecosystem cultivates itself on the foundations of evolution. You may have heard of idioms like “cool as a cucumber'' or “fresh as a dais...

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Eating, dining and meal times are something that we all contemplate during our daily routines. Whether you leap out of bed for the breakfast bar or prefer someone else to bring it to you whilst you slumber, maybe you crave the quench of a post-workout protein shake... we're all a bit alternative when it comes to eating rituals . There are the fussy... one may desire to complement their dish with ketchup but will never touch a tomato. Do you know  that guy who removes his gherkin from his McDs or the weirdo who licks the dust off their pringles before devouring its crunch... savouring the the flavour of our favourite fooods is personal and certainly not something to be shared with absolutely everyone. Some aspects of those occasions and habits might be safer kept secret. Some therapists argue that nuturition is our primary relationship; from the first infant interaction with its care figure, we learn that love is provided from those who wish for our best chances of survival and matu...

Signs Of Abuse

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I cut a bad habit many years ago, by application of the philosophy that every day I didn't do (x) activity, I was ultimately one closer to better health ; I knew that if I could achieve this, then I would attain the insights as to how to advise others with similar conflicting desires. I do realise that absolute self determination and persistence isn't a guarantee that commitments will stand the test of time, yet we can certainly hope so(!) Originally, the reason that prompted me to change was because my (now-ex) boyfriend insisted I seek a psychological intervention in the form of a qualified therapist - reality was he had his own mental turmoil, by which he tethered reverse psychology upon me as a technique of "guilt tripping." I have vague theories about why he acted as he did to warp my senses. (Gaslighting) What I believed to be my own logic and free-will, perhaps what I lacked initially, before entering a relationship such as this one, I can contend that my de...

Social Agenda of a Humanist

 I don't care whether you're earning 8k PA or 80k... I don't care where you originated or which National Identity you associate with... I don't care if you use drugs, subscribe to a religion or political party... I don't care if you're a creative or an analyst - your contributions to society are equally essential... I don't care about your sexuality... orientation is personal and not the business of my own endeavours.  It is your spiritual right to express your humanity; consensually and privately. I don't care who you travel/commute with everyday, for employment or education. So as much that you all feel safe and that is totally mutual and not out of obligation... I don't care if you marry your work or your family and friends... so as much you are content and everything functions efficiently in your life then live it to the best of your abilities and intentions... I don't care if you're from a "broken background"... if you can be g...

Original Ideologies

There is no fundamental morality. Good and bad only exist due to opinion and subjective rationalisation. Expectations are the cause of reason.🙏 It is better to be a few amongst the wise than a fool within the many.✌ We live in perfect chaos. We crash, contemplate, meditate then relate and mediate.🌍 Believe in what you want... yet some wish too much...😎 It is better to be poor and content than to accumulate copious amounts of money and have an impoverished spirit.💜 When you begin to listen... you really start to hear.💬 Life is pants, people are bananas.😄 Can't have Cheese without Cheddar(!)🤑 Depression is the default state of society😔 Nothing about politics is clean. The right wing are wrong about the left, as the left side are right about their rights and ours.💩 Be your own sponsor. Reflect on the exclusivity of your personal insights and allow credit for experience.💭 People are a bit like Goldfish - they think about 'something' then forget. Everything is subjecti...

When You Fall Out Of Love...

 # the thing you fancied most about them is the thing that you start to resent💔 #settings you enjoyed together become places to be avoided due to despondent memories🌲 # some past times are hard to return to because of the mutual chemistry that flourished your initial connection⚽ #you deter from certain topics that you once revelled together in deep conversation💬 #you lack motivation in seeking a new relationship because there is a fear of repeating history or closing the chances of reconciliation... besides, you loved this person, why would you wish to replace them?🌹 #you idealise the positive aspects of the relationship. Hypothetically indulging in the fantasy that they were better than they were in reality😍 #you might question whether you actually ever loved them at all, and vice versa💭 #Bohemianism sounds waaay more appealing now🌙 #the main context of your prayers is a request for forgiveness and the humility to move on🙏 #you realise that a lot of their interests that ha...

Retail Wars

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An unannounced 5p Bread raid on the reduced bakery inventory @ 1800 hours... I am going to be trooping into Morrisons at Victoria Retail Park, Netherfield. As a school of strangers sporadically appear at the location described, as if we were a cadre of soldiers in search for the lowest priced item. Independently managed business, such as Park Stores, Derby Road. With a selection of international delicacies in addition to stocks of Free Range Eggs and organic dairy, can make a substitute enterprise within a family oriented setting. It also deters capitalist motivated markets into fairer equity, which allows smaller businesses, mistakenly stigmatised for exaggerated RRPs whilst they’re simply attempting to match the likes of Wetherspoons or Sainsbury’s (ironically owned by the same CEO) Nichier sale items such as Halal meat are seldom marketed in corporations of the supermarket matrix. Television shows such as Supermarket Sweep, originally aired on ITV featuring presenter Dave Winton in ...